Trying to be patient
Went to a meeting and a get together but did not get to know anyone. My sponsor is never at meetings and he will not call me. 35 days sober and I am depressed and tired all the time. I am thinking a change of place will do me good, so I may get out of my lonely life and go see a relative. It just feels like I cannot be comfortable sober, especially in social situations. No one at the meetings asks me how I am doing, and they do not impress me. It seems unhealthy to sit around with damaged people night after night. I just hate not being close to anyone, I miss sex, and I feel like trying to get sober has ruined me somehow. Maybe my body and brain are healing so that is why I am so tired and just want to sleep.