Long night of restless cold sweats and shakes
Man detoxing sucks. You'd think that after I have gone through this before there would be NO WAY I'd ever think about drinking again, but apparently that was not what happened. I'm beginning day 3 now and I feel mostly physically better and much better as far as depression and anxiety go. It was a very uncomfortable night for me though. I truly hope I never have to go through this again. The crazy thing is rationally I know I can't drink again and maintain a good or healthy existence, but the thoughts are there telling me that at some point I can drink again. Grrrr I need to silence that voice for good.