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Old 12-13-2013, 10:13 AM
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dreamr
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Welcome, FLBeachGuy!

Vedette, congrats on over 50 days! You've resisted the cravings this long, you can certainly keep it up!

Good luck with the women's group bike ride, Siesta. I need to stop being chicken and find some women to hang out with, too.

I don't go to coffee shops, but I don't think they socialize the way people do in bars. I've always imagined the atmosphere as slightly snobby, but that's probably because I picture Barnes and Noble where everyone has their nose in a book, lol.

I haven't been getting enough sleep at night, so I just got up from a nap. I had the most awful (and vivid) dream where my husband told me he cheated on me years ago and now wanted to leave me. I was so heartbroken I could barely breathe, for me and for my children from a previous marriage that he adopted. He partly blamed it on my drinking. I remember thinking that it was such bad timing that I was dealing with this newly sober, but that I would get through it somehow, and would have the support of SR (this place is haunting my dreams now, lol).

Once I woke up, I had this overwhelming feeling of being given a second chance at life, and my gratefulness toward my husband just shot through the roof! As of yet, I don't think I've ever been so happy to be sober (and happily married)!
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