When I said "God stay with me" I just finished reading about step 1 in the 12 step program...I know this is going to be a long road for me because I know me...lol, the changes in my life are long overdue thankful for where I am but I know it so much more for me to offer to myself, my son and maybe one day a wife...my biggest part of life is letting to of some things...kinda hard to explain but I'm going to get that point. Thanks for talking to me!!!