Quit the year of the BIG 50.
I finally figured out that it wasn't everyone around me that was an a**, it was me. That and how quickly things were progressing towards the end in terms of the need for it and my actions were also getting progressively worse.
Sober now 6.5 months and never been happier.
Now I can accuse others of being an a** and they have to own up to it.
