Hi. I hope you hang in there and can face life on life's terms. This life of staying and enjoying sobriety will smooth out if we let them. When I joined the program I had the idea that when I stopped drinking everything would get better, however life goes on with the same old same old and I needed to get into the recovery thinking mold. We still lose jobs, have deaths of family members, sick family members and ourselves. The fellowship and meetings taught me and millions how to react and have a healthy reaction to painful situations. For me this was the growth I needed as opposed to the immature reaction of escaping to alcohol.
BE WELL