Originally Posted by
Cleinfwb 
Thanks for your advice. I really want to do this. I am a stay at home mom and my husband knows I take pills. I have faked the pain all along to get them
. So he will know I'm going threw w/d I just don't have the guts to tell him all the $ we spent on drs. Was a lie :-/. Do you think I will still be able to take care of my kids? I have some .50 Xanax to help with this but they just make me pass out.
I wouldn't want to have to take care of kids while going through withdrawals. Any way you can get a break for a few days? I guess it will be similar to having a flu but sounds like you know what to expect. I am sure a lot was spent on doctors, but trust me could be much worse if you were buying pills off the street. Was costing me $120 a day so thought switching to H was going to be cheaper, but just dug me in deeper and ended up costing more in the long run. Been off almost 2 years and am still trying to recover financially. Get out now while the getting is good!