Hopealwyz--well I guess your name is Hope. That is how you sign your posts. Duh--I'm just not very clear headed.
The name Hopealwayz is what attracted me to this thread in the first place. I read a bit about you, your likes, the 100 things to do etc and it really made me wonder if you were my Hope. You sound so much alike. I know---stupid--I'm not too clearheaded though and would have been so excited if she was actually trying to quit, looking for help, etc. But nope. Oh well.
I think this is my biggest issue. If I had a clear head I would remember all the bad things she had done and that they won't stop until she stops. Which will not happen.
Thanks for the ear.