Time Will Tell?
I HAVE BEEN ATTEMPTING TO GET RECOVERY FOR ABOUT A YEAR NOW.
AS YOU ALL SURELY KNOW AN ALCOHOLIC CAN DO DAMAGE TO THOSE THEY CARE THE MOST ABOUT.
THE REMORSE AND GUILT OF A SETBACK CAN BE VERY OVERWHELMING AT TIMES.
THE BROKEN PROMISES,THIS TIME WILL BE DIFFERENT,LOSS OF TRUST.
I SEE THE HURT AND PAIN IN MY GIRLFRIEND AND HER SON,IT ALSO BURNS A HOLE IN ME KNOWING I CAUSED ALL THEIR PAIN.
I'M TOLD TALK IS CHEAP THAT ACTIONS SPEAK VOLUMES WHEN TRYING TO REPAIR WALLS THAT HAVE BEEN TORN DOWN FROM THIS DESEASE.
I WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING TO HAVE THINGS "NORMAL" AGAIN.
I'VE SEEN BOTH SIDES OF THE STREET,I KNOW WHAT SIDE I NEED TO BE ON.
ANY IMPUT FROM YOU ALL THAT COULD HELP ME SEE WHAT I NEED TO START THE PROCESS OF GETTING ON THE RIGHT PATH IS APPRECIATED.
I KNOW I MUST MAKE MY RECOVERY FIRST IF I'M TO HAVE ANY SUCSESS.
JUST ASKING FOR HELP IS ALL...........ted