When he's drunk he makes me sick to my stomach. I know bitching doesn't work- it makes things worse. I am so tired of being called b*tch, or what ever the slur of the day is. Yes I love him- but He has got me at my end right now. It is to the point where the minute he picks up that first drink, I am giving him death looks and saying smart a*s things- that is not like the normal me.