i know it's over
i wish he would just go away. i love him, but can't stand him. i think that i love him. i don't know if it's love or if i feel sorry for him. i have been with him for ten years. it has been years of hell. he has no one to care about him but me. that makes me feel guilty when i make him leave. we moved 1400 miles away from home so that he could get away from drugs. now his is an A. what was the point? we have 2 young children and one child that passed way. i got my self trough that why can't i get away from him. it hate being around him i hate my kids around him when he's drinking. i need help, wisdom and support.