I feel like I want to give him a chance. I see more and more every day how he's learning he doesn't want it in his life. I think he just looks on the past of when he fell off the wagon of how hard it was and he gets scared that it will be too hard. But today he said he's starting to feel the bad effects of alcohol. He says nothing good comes of it and he says that with honesty. But then he reaches for a beer because that's all he knows.