too scared to face people
It's been three days since my "blow out" binge drinking, attempted suicide. I'm am hearing bits and pieces of my behavior from Sunday night and all I want to do is hide under the covers and stay there. So ashamed and embarrassed, not to mention sore ( busted up my ankle during the binge). The roughest part of all of this, is that I pulled all this crap in the place I work. (I'm a bartender). So, not only do I have to face the people I love, I have to go to work and face all my customers. I can't begin to tell you how much this sucks