Originally Posted by
anyistoomuch 
but I did feel a sense of sadness that something that is fairly harmless and enjoyable to some people is not an option for me anymore. (but whatever- sadness is not new to me because I'm clinically depressed anyway.)
I am right there with you, so do not feel alone. This time of year sucks anyways when it comes to depression. I am in a funk myself, but I know there is a light at the end, I just have to be patient.