Originally Posted by
Dee74 
Welcome back Casey2013
I had to let go of the idea I was helping myself, or coping with anything by drinking.
I wasn't being strong for myself or for anyone else - I was just running away, really.
I think you'll find more strength in recovery
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Thanks Dee! So nice to be among people who understand. I went to a couple of physicians even the past two years to get help and felt so judged. I struggle with if its a disease why the judgment...really appreciate everyone chiming in with words of encouragement.