Sukie, I'm sorry you're having a tough night/moment. But I guess just try to remember that it is just that-a moment, an evening. And I'm sure everyone here can relate to those moments. To be totally honest, I've been battling one tonight as well. But it is a moment, an hour, or series of hours in the context of my/our whole lives. I try not to worry about forever right now-get through this moment/night and I'll deal with tomorrow when it comes. I'm pulling for you Sukie.