I haven't posted much lately. Didn't really want to talk about it. But I didn't want you to think I went away. I still read SR everyday. I have relapsed four times since rehab. Strung five weeks together, drank, strung 9 days, and drank. The last time was last night and I was in a total blackout drunk. Please don't bother asking me what my plan is to stay sober. I don't have one and am not sure right now that I want sobriety. And you guys know that you can't wish sobriety on me😁. Even though I know some of you might want to 😳 So I will be her reading your posts. Love you all bunches.
