My Higher Power is currently "the goodness" in me - it's in there somewhere and does poke it's head up occasionally
. It's also the hope I have for my children and for the future for me, my family and humanity. I have hope. I am currently not religious and don't believe in anything but, am open to change.
I used to believe very strongly and be a pretty obedient Catholic. However, I've lost that somewhere along the way. It was lost in my bitterness and inability to accept the ****** things that have happened to me, despite trying to be a good person. I can't see it returning any-time soon...
All that said, some deeply religious and spiritual people I have met are pretty awesome. I admire their belief and their faith. They give good hugs and have a serenity and sometimes a quiet wisdom which I envy.
You don't have a "pick a side" to get support from Al Anon, they'll take anyone
