Well, it's Thanksgiving night at what? 10:00 PM. My Aunt ( who happens to be about my age ) and I cooked dinner for 18 people. All family. We shopped and cooked for three days straight. It was some good eating. I am simply exhausted. I only had a few passing thoughts of starting up my old habits. But there were some things I noticed about myself that are going to bear some looking into. My personality is so complicated. I knew that I guess, but it has been rather staring me in the face the last few days dealing with the old family dynamics. I have a lot of catching up to do so I just want to tell you all I've been thinking of you even though I'm behind on all your posts. I will catch up soon. I did read something about a couple of loud-mouth biotch's?! I have one of those in my head, too. She's a doozy! And she's mean.