Thank you LadyBlue, your post really made me feel better and chilled out. I know it seems so hard right now for me because iit's just the beginning. It will pass and I'm sure I'll have my bad days. I'mreally glad im here. The support and understanding is more than I could ever hope for. I will definitely stay close tomorrow, probably checking in every chance I get. I know I can do this. I know we can do this. It's good to remember were not alone