Thank you Lily. I do feel like no one understands my situation.
My son is done with rehabs. I often wonder why there hasn't been a medication created yet that can cure addiction? My son told me that he is done with rehabs. Before his first prison sentence he was always ordered there by the court. This one particular Judge gave him many chances. I believe that sometimes he didn't take it seriously or even try to get better. But there was once or twice when I believe he really did want to stop using drugs and alcohol. Tomorrow when I see my family I am reminded that no one else has a alcohol problem. They will drink one or two beers only. My son is the "black sheep" of the family.