Tinkfreak, welcome to SR and thank you so much for your post. I had to laugh as I sit here in my sweats and hoodie, unshaven for 4 days. I am lucky that my family would be very supportive of my recovery efforts. Many people find that they had to make new families in the process of getting better. If you start a separate thread with your story, I am sure you find a flood of good support here. I wish all the best for you!