Thanks to all for the warm welcome. I surely could admit to even more issues that are tied to booze. But I'm so torn. I'm happy to be trying this. I'm happy to be sober today. But I can't help thinking down the road. Thanksgiving, football games, Xmas, New Years, guys trips, normal weekends, happy hours, etc. etc. ad nauseum (literally). It's been what I do. I am making a conscious effort this week, with success. But the devil on my shoulder wants to have "fun." So this is good and it sucks at the same time!