Positive things that I have gotten recently; and I believe only through the painful addiction that my AH has:
* A support group of others dealing with the same
* Much needed therapy to find my strength which is growing day by day little tiny bit by little tiny bit.
* A closer relationship with my Higher Power Christ, learning bit by bit to be able to know his will for me, and that if I misunderstand it, I will be guided back to him, and forgiven by his grace.
* Learned that regardless of what I'm going through, my friends are my freinds and accept me no matter what.
* That I have faith that this lesson will not last forever
* And I have learned to NEVER take love for granted
