in the trenches of night one
I'm in the middle of night one, just past the first full 24 hrs. I'm tired but can't sleep. As the clock starts moving past midnight, I start to panic. What if I don't sleep? About 10 minutes ago, I actually started considered going out and getting something to drink, "Just enough to get to sleep." But I fought through it and I think I'm back on track. I know it's not true, but I start to think if this is what not drinking is like, then screw it. I know it gets better, right?