BP,
hugs to you from me. Only you can say whether or not you have a problem with alcohol, and it sounds like you are taking steps to make sure that your recovery is complete. I am very proud of you. Keep coming back and posting here... in my home group they say that AA helps a person stop drinking, and Al Anon helps a person live with and around other people! Most of the AA people I know end up in Al Anon as well to learn how to deal with the process of living life.
HUGS
Osier59