My Big Plan is made, and the decision therefore is also made and final. That's rule #1. If I ever begin to wonder or think about drinking in the future I see rule #1. I do allow that if I have free will I could choose to drink in the future. So yeah, that is possible. But I know now that I am running this ship, not the Beast. There's no rational reason to go back to drinking- it was killing me. So any thoughts along those lines are easy to recognize as AV/Beast Thinking.