It's a good point M
I remember saying to you a while ago that I too found the leaving of the door open was too much to deal with daily. Every day I was having the power struggle 'drink or don't' it was taking me half the day to decide and it was constantly on my mind as an option I still had. When I was told about avrt and I finally wised up enough to take back control over my life it's just been a relief.