I can't even imagine what you must be feeling--there are times I'm so angry with
my AH I wish someone else would take care of him for awhile--but even when I think a thought like that I know he'll be home around 6--so I can't picture coming home and someone else really is taking him away. I've only been married 11 yrs--23 sounds
like a lifetime. It's very important right now for you to concentrare on your recovery
and reach out for support. Try to do something nice for yourself everyday--no
matter how small. Doing something for yourself will remind you how important you
are and that you are a valuable person. Prayers and smiles--Dee