I think we can think too much sometimes too
I've known you for a while - I think you
are all those things - noones that good an actor...
but you're obviously more than that too - that's what makes everyone of us interesting and unique.
I was scared that I would change into someone I didn't recognise when I got sober. That didn't happen.
What happened was I re-discovered the real, pre drinking me...& y'know...I still really like who that guy is...no need for fakery either
You can't be lost if you're heading somewhere BBF...fears common - we're letting go of an entire lifestyle...but try not to sweat it too much - s'ok
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