I certainly found it easier after making that decision , no matter how touch and go it seemed for the first few weeks .. But i know i'm different to most people by not seeing it as some kind of miracle juice anymore , all i see is the personal pain and sickness it caused me .. thus me stopping it , seemed so simple once i'd had enough of being sick and stressed out trying to keep it in my life, it made me giggle with relief and happiness when it occurred to me, as somehow i'd never realised i could just never have it again .
Bestwishes, m