Light ...no thank you for responding. I hate 3am. I have been awake for the last few nites. I hate that my A is sleeping fine and I am hurting. I am debating with myself blocking her and her sister.. knowing it would help yet deep inside nit wanting to accept it is over and we have no reason to communicate anymore. I got a hurtful text from her sister...just saw it when I woke up...and resisted defending myself. It isn't worth it. Have to try to sleep now....Army in the am comes early.