Originally Posted by
Dee74 
That's not exactly my experience Maxx.
I think you're mixing two things up there.
Basically my withdrawals got worse the more years I drank.
But by the end, going back to drinking after a break, it was like I never had the break, or like my alcoholism had been growing all the time I'd been sober.
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I already know my body(pancreas)/brain cant handle YEARS of drinking anymore. I just deep down know.
I experienced everything in withdrawals except seizures.
So pretty much the only thing I have left is seizures/death then?
Im not looking for a reason to relapse for a night or anything..
Just to be so afraid of drinking that it doesnt even cross my mind anymore...cause it always does still
argh..