And it never ends. So this morning I can tell DD (age 14) is upset with me, snappy and smart mouth. I correct her. She says "Whats your problem!" I know it is stress. I know it is not me. I know she is venting.
It is just so unfair. Here he screws up and I am the one who takes the brunt of it just like always. He tried to get a little high and mighty on the phone this morning. I put a stop to that really quickly...quoted the three C's to him (you all would have been proud) and ended up saying what I had to say and hanging up. Going on about my day. He has band practice at church tonight of all things, so my girls and I will hang out again which is fine w/me.
I guess I just feel blah and sad that my kids who I am trying to protect the most cannot really see it because of his crap he pulls. No one ever said life would be fair, I say that all the time, and boy is that right.
Thanks for letting me vent. Blessings!