Hey Copper
Glad you posted. What have you tried to stick to? Just staying clean? Any program work for you for a time?
I have tried AA… went to meetings, had a sponsor, worked the steps, volunteered, all that stuff.. not gonna knock it cuz it worked for a while but eventually it ended up frustrating me and I resented the program. Trying to find another way that works better for me but I need something… just "not drinking" with no support at all doesn't work for me. I end up isolating bad and eventually say F it.
I don't want to do that anymore.