Hello and welcome. I got divorced in early sobriety so I'm not much on giving marital advice. I will say that if your husband is in A.A. you should tell him of your problem and I'm sure he could make accomodations in his schedule for your quest for sobriety... perhaps even recommend some women's only meetings you could attend. This is a good place to start and I'm sure you can do it. Just stay sober one day at a time and remember it's the first drink that gets you drunk, not the 7th, 8th or 10th... Good luck to you!