Im not sure what kind of update to give. He is home, and everything has been good between us. a lot of emotion for both of us and I feel like he is being honest with his feelings but its like he is battling being scared and trying to be strong. I feel confused but I know its probably normal for right now. He went to his outpatient today and meeting with his doctor, and then we are meeting there for our family session. I have feelings of fear, still getting used to him being home and feeling comfortable, pain has been reminding me he cheated, then brain says it was in the past. Im like a jumble of random thoughts.