BikerPrincess--I just wanted to wish you all the best. You've taken a big step by admitting to yourself the extent of your addiction, and I pray that you get the help that you need. I'm sure that many on the boards will be here to help you----and I know that those of us on the Alanon board will support you in any way we can. Please come back often, and share any needs you may have. God bless you in your journey----One day at a time!!!