I have 1 week sober again. I feel like such a fraud posting here because It's been a real struggle for me for years.... this site has witnessed the majority of my ups and downs. This time seems different though. I attended a court mandated class on alcoholism all weekend last weekend. I acknowledge my problem with alcohol and surrender. I've said Shie like that 20 million times before. The only person I need to prove myself to is myself though. So hi and I'll be seeing you around.