Originally Posted by
LindaLou 
I have tried to moderate sooo many times and always got the same results. Sooner or later I'd end up smashed, doing shameful things, blackouts, remorse the next day...you get the idea. This time it's day 4 for me and I think I've learned my lesson this time! I can't have just one, ever.
I might as well as wrote this, word-for-word. Doing shameful things, remorse, same results, even down to the "day 4" thing. Here's hoping we can make it through the weekend.. I have faith!