Apophylite,
You have helped me already by posting today. I have only been sober going on six months. Many times I have wondered if I could moderate (this time) I even had a friend say to me, maybe you will be like an ex-smoker, you will hate the taste now. I know I will not hate the taste, I will love the taste and the vicious cycle will start all over again. Thank you for posting and I am glad you are back and decided on abstinence.