PTSD adds an extra element of unpredictability, and it worries me. Please call at DV center and let them connect you with resources to get you to a safe place, and help you get on your feet. You have more skills than you realize, and you have a bright future ahead of you. You don't have to stay and take the abuse. Unacceptable behavior is unacceptable, and you have every right to leave-- before it gets worse. Please take care of yourself. We are here for you because we genuinely care, and we don't want to see you get hurt. Or worse.