Brandon congrats man. I'm right there with ya. A few weeks past my 3 months now. I too am having a problem with motivation. I have some court ordered out patient rehab to help out with that so I commend you immensely if that's not the case for you and this is free will. When you are having the obsessive thoughts or cravings have you tried anything to take you out of it like meditation or breathing exercises? Just simple stuff, small steps to help us try and retrain our thinking without getting overwhelmed and getting us nowhere.