Originally Posted by
onthebrink 
See, I'm a hider
If I'm by myself- I drink myself stupid.
My issue is being alone where I feel like no one will know
wow as I think back to the many years I lived alone
long lonely nights with much drink and a lot of smoke
"when I drink I drink alone"
I have a higher power who I call God
it got to me knowing that
I could not hide my drinking from God
everything that I did or do
I know he's there
this guilt built and built over the years of heavy drinking
sure did feel good when the final day of repentance came
turn and drink no more - or something worse may happen to us ???????
Mountainman