Livingfast...this thread is 6 years old and many of the people you are responding to are no longer here.
If you want to quit using drugs, I encourage you to post on Newcomers where others who have been where you are will see your post and support you. This forum is for the family and friends of loved ones who use drugs and you won't find much sympathy for your "chosen lifestyle" here.
I truly wish you luck and recovery, because whether you realize it or not, if you reach out for a better way to live you just might find it.
I am closing this thread as it is so far out of date now and don't want to open a debate.
Ann