Originally Posted by
Sirsean 
I just celebrated 26 years sober, but I often wonder if i can ever drink safely again. So much of my drinking was done when I was young, directionless, and living at home. When I'm out on a date or at certain social events I'd like to take a drink along with everyone else. I've gone to enough meetings & witnessed the results of folks who have tried & failed, but nevertheless I still think i can. I don't make meetings like I used to so I know this plays a part in my thinking. The only thing that keeps me from trying is the fear that I might be wrong! I wonder if anyone with significant sober time has ever tried & succeeded?
Sirsean You will find an enormous amount of support here. SR is an integral part of my recovery along with AA, Alanon, and nicotine cessation.
When you get a chance. Introduce yourself...looks like you have a lot to offer.
First if they did you probably wouldn't find them on this site...
If they didn't drink successfully they might be here.
I think after 26 years you know what the answer is.
And, you would not be the first...not unique in that type of thinking.
Sounds like you are out of touch with what was working for you.
Hope you don't test the waters it would be a great loss for you (i'm guessing you are going to AA meetings) and to those newcomers that could use your help.
Mental relapse starts long before physical relapse.