I know I need help
I dunno why I'm posting really, I've been on this site on and off long enough to know all the responses/replies I'm likely to get.
But I need to reach out to someone, have no one here and feeling so so lonely, afraid and useless:-(
I have loads of RL problems I'm either ignoring, dealing with tomorrow (tomorrow never comes) I'm not living, just existing :-(
I was going to say I don't even know where to start, but the obvious one and the one you all will say is to stop drinking, but my alcoholism is so bad now I get to scared to just stop. I don't even get drunk, I'm just living this non life. I wish I could just wake up and feel normal :-(