Dear friends...
I took the decision on the 7th...
and am scared...
my friend told me today to start cutting down before the trip.
He is worried bc he is a pharmacist and knows all I take...
but I do not want to... since 20/02/12 I have been fighting it.
I want to drink/use in peace before my trip...
and then I will get up the walls craving it
but just need this break from fighting it!
This is my Home made Rehab!!!!
From O cebreiro to Santiago... 9 days 4 planes and 133 km walking
and a pile of pills...
PRICELESS
but the day before Neurologist appointment.
Just realized will have to explain to a Stranger my habits...
God hat is going to be hard...
Thank you for putting up with me...
I do listen but after I always do What I have engraved in my skull.
I promised the 7th and the 7th will be it. Goddddddd