I've read some of your posts. Your health is at risk yet,you say you want to stop drinking yet keep comging up with reasons not to quit. Tomorrow never comes.I'm not unsympathetic- we've all done it,saying we;ll quit when x,y z happens or doesn't happen. It never does though. If you aren't going to quit today what makes you think i n10 days time will be any different
Maybe just look to not drinking today. Do whatever it takes-AA,AVRT,rehab,SR anything. Playing with your health is no joke. Nothing will change ifyou don't make changes-it will justget worse and out ofyour control. I hope you decide to quit today