I Want to stop but not today...
as I write my eye pulls down
I am going to call it a day...
I will stop...
this is starting to get nasty... I have to stop....
My heart some days bits weird... I am only 38...
My family needs me...
I have no escape than to CHANGE OR HURT my Loves Ones...
I really am lucky... So many people Loves me...
I can count more than two hands... they really do...
their faces light up when they see me!!!
and my heart smiles...